Jamie Hayter: “I was in pain constantly”

Jamie Hayter joined Renee Paquette on the latest installment of “Up Close” on YouTube this week.

During the one-on-one sit-down discussion, Hayter was asked if she ever doubted she would return during her 15-month hiatus from AEW due to injury.

“Absolutely,” she said. “Sometimes, it wasn’t necessarily the injury. It was, ‘I don’t know if I want to.’ It got to a point where, ‘I don’t know if I even want to do it again.’ I don’t know why. I think it was just the pain and everything that happened. I really wasn’t sure. It’s almost like I had to find myself again. Find my purpose and find my passion to do it again.”

When asked what she was able to sink her teeth into to find her purpose and passion again, she opened up a bit.

“I think when the pain for my injury kind of subsided a little bit,” Hayter said. “That’s when I could see the light a little bit more. I was in pain constantly. It was not a fun injury. I was bed-bound for months. I couldn’t do anything. All I had was watching stuff on my phone, lying in bed, and reading some books. When the pain subsided and I could start to move again, for me personally, being physical is my enjoyment.”

Hayter continued, “That’s what I do best. Getting back into a gym. The first time I got back into a ring, I felt alive again. The first time I hit my body on the mat again, it felt good. Honestly, it was just being back in the ring. I couldn’t visualize myself in it. I watched AEW at home and I couldn’t imagine myself doing it. I couldn’t imagine myself being in front of however many people. It was a weird space to be in. When the cogs started turning again and things started to fall into place, ‘Oh, I can.’”